It is pretty amazing, exciting and scary when you see God working and moving!! Amazing, because even after all these years of walking with the Lord, to think that He would invite me to join Him in his work still floors, humbles and amazes me! Exciting, because you KNOW that when God is working, incredible things are going to happen! Scary, because while God ALWAYS makes it clear where he is working and what he wants you to do, He rarely, reveals to you HOW he is going to accomplish it all through you!
So here I sit this morning. 100% convinced that God is at work and opening doors of opportunity for us, yet trying hard NOT to get paralyzed by all the fear for trying to figure out HOW it is going to happen.
Yesterday Cecy, who works with me in leading the Women's Ministry at our church, and Cielito, the coordinator for the Bolsas de Bendición ministry, went to one of the local Maternity Clinics. The purpose of the visit was to follow up a lead we had been given about giving out our bags to the new moms. The director at first was a little leery and wanted to know if they were advertising for a particular brand of diapers. When they assured her no, and explained what we are trying to do, she welcomed them to come. Because this clinic does not do C-sections, (which a majority of the women here end up having), she told them that they usually only have about 5 or 6 new moms there at a time. BUT then she said, I would love for you to come on the day we offer vaccinations, for the new babies. We will have anywhere from 10 to 25 show up. If you would come on that day, I would give you opportunity to speak to the Moms about spiritual things! Then you could give out your bags!!
Then she said, another group I would really like you to come and visit, is a group of Moms whose babies, (we are talking 1 to 3 year olds) are malnourished. If you would come, and talk to them about good nutrition, and you could also discuss spiritual things with them, and then give them a small gift.
OK, WOW!!!! When an unsaved person, tells you they would love for you to come and speak about spiritual things with a group of moms they are working with, opening the door to give you time and opportunity to do it, you know that is GOD working!! So what are we going to do about it?
I just sent $80 more to the lady overseeing the purchase of fabric and the sewing of the bags and receiving blankets. We are going to try and get 50 bags made in the next week to 2 weeks. Right now we have the money to do this and to even purchase the extra stuff we are lacking for the bags. It cost us $86 to make the first 25 bags... I had given her $80 a week ago to start making the next 25.
I look at this class of 40 ladies, none of them rich, in fact by US standards just about everyone of them would be considered poor, or at the least lower middle class. They are giving monthly to support a precious little girl in Uganda, through our partnership with Mountain View Chapel and their Victory 1:27 ministry. They are donating food stuffs for the new "Bendecidos para Bendecir" food pantry. They are donating supplies to fill the bags, and a weekly offering to help pay for the sewing of the bags... At present we have collected enough money to making about 75 bags. That is using money that was collected over the last year for Women's Ministry. So when I think about this open door and the opportunity that the Lord is obviously giving us, it is hard not to get paralyzed by the fear of "How are we going to keep this going?"
This morning in my quiet time, I read these verses...
Amos 3:7, For the Lord GOD does nothing without revealing his secret to his servants the prophets.
Isaiah 41:10, fear not, for I am with you; be not dismayed, for I am your God; I will strengthen you, I will help you, I will uphold you with my righteous right hand.
Isaiah 41:12, For I, the LORD your God, hold your right hand; it is I who say to you, "Fear not, I am the one who helps you."
Luke 6:38, give and it will be given to you. Good measure pressed down, shaken together, running over, will be put into your lap. For with the measure you use it will be measured back to you.
What I KNOW right now...
1. is that God has revealed to us where He is working right now, and HE has asked us to step up and join Him there.
2. God has told me to not be afraid! To trust Him, that He is the one holding my hand. He is the one who will provide, He is the one who will bring it to pass.
3. He has asked me to be generous with what He has given so far. I'm not to "sit" on what I have, and dole it out, because that way, I know we can do this ministry in this "small way" for a few months.... No, I need to give and use what HE has provided, and trust Him to supply for next month!
Thanks for riding along with me in this journey! Please keep the work here in Manta in your prayers and especially these not opportunities. If you would like to be involved in ANY way, please send me a message. You can leave a comment here and I will get back to you.
Blessings,
Joy
Tuesday, April 28, 2015
Tuesday, April 21, 2015
Bolsas de Bendición
Today a group of ladies met at the church to prepare the bags to give out to new Moms...
Each bag contained 4 diapers, a receiving blanket, a rattle and 1 other "baby item".
I am so thankful for these ladies who made the time to go and put these bags together.
Each bag contained 4 diapers, a receiving blanket, a rattle and 1 other "baby item".
I am so thankful for these ladies who made the time to go and put these bags together.
Please be praying for the group that will be going later this week to pass them out. Pray especially that God would be preparing the hearts of the ladies that will be receiving our gift of love, and that they would be tender to hearing the gospel message. We are so excited that we have an open door at the Social Security Hospital here in Manta. There are other doors opening. We will only be limited by how many bags we can make and how often we get enough donations to fill them. So excited to see how God is bringing this all together!!
Here are a couple bags close up...
Monday, April 20, 2015
Abandonment... It' as BIG deal!
I never thought much about abandonment, or the consequences of it, before we adopted our children. I lived a very stable and secure childhood, and I believe that I probably took that incredible blessing for granted. Even after dating and marrying my husband, who had a few rough patches in his early life, the meaning of abandonment and the lasting affects it has on one who has suffered it, never really got on my radar screen.
In 2003, we had the amazing blessing of adopting our first son. He was a beautiful baby of 14 months, and I was totally oblivious to the fact that just the facts of his first 14 months of life had left indelible scars that we would never be able to pretend, just didn't happen. We had read no books. Why would we? We had pretty successfully raised 3 daughters already, so felt pretty experienced in this whole "parenting" role. NEVER in my wildest dreams did I anticipate the scars that abandonment had left on his little heart and mind.
We worked hard, to understand...truth be told, God in his great mercy and grace, guided our steps even when we didn't know we needed guiding. Big example, we had no idea, about the importance of family bonding, and had made plans to return to the States for a year furlough a couple months after our adoption was finalized. BUT God knew all about it and that we as a family, needed this time. He needed time to really attach to us, and to recognize us as his Mommy and Daddy. So God gave us 6 months, together, here in a small apartment, in a new town in Ecuador, where we hardly knew anyone, so we had that time to just be together! I look back on that time, and wish I had been more content, in just trusting God to do everything right and in his perfect time, instead of being so frustrated with government red-tape, and all the "hold-ups" to get us to the States.
In 2010 God again, laid it upon our hearts to adopt two precious children. Not babies this time, but a sweet girl of 6 and a little boy of 5. We knew that they had "mild special needs"... we had met them, we were a little awed, overwhelmed, yet at the same time full of joyous anticipation at what God was doing in our lives and in our family. I was 49 and my husband was 48...not the normal time one thinks about adding to their family, (unless it's grand kids! ;) )
Fast forward 4 1/2 years. In lots of ways we have bonded beautifully into a wonderful family. Yet there are holes and gaps and frustrations at times beyond words. You know those moments when you realize that they are definitely a little bit more than "mildly affected" by their special needs. When you asked 3 times point blank about your daughters heart condition, and were told that everything is completely fine now, only to find out that she actually has a 15mm hole between the top 2 chambers of her heart! Then when you think it is all going to be fixed by a cath. procedure that will basically mean maybe 1 day or at the most 2 in the hospital, to be greeted with the news that she is going to have to undergo Open Heart Surgery. Yeah, that was a hard day. Or the day, just last week, when you are given the news that there's a good chance you only have a few more years where your little guy with CP will actually be able to learn new things, and then he will most likely plateau and then at some point his physical body being tired of all the extra work it has had to do, to just do the most basic things, like sitting up, walking etc. will start to decline and about the same time his brain too. Yeah, I have to say, that was a really hard day! Right up there on the same level as the kick in the stomach when we heard our little girl was going to have to have open heart surgery. I'm not saying all of this to blame anyone, or give the impression that we are giving up, and accepting the inevitable will happen. No! I am more determined now than ever, to do everything I can possibly do, to see that whatever God has in store for these 2 precious kids comes to pass. To be honest, I'm so thankful for the insight and guidance, that we have gotten. I feel like I was walking around in the dark for 4 years, trying to do the right thing, with no idea what that was! Thankfully God again in his great mercy and grace, guided our steps many times, to things, that others might say we just fell upon by accident. BUT, one thing I've learned, THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS WITH GOD!
One of the things we had never realized was that both of our special needs kids while they had adapted beautifully in many ways, and had learned our family "rules" and were really pretty well behaved kids, they both were struggling some emotionally. Things that we would take for granted that they understood, they had NO idea what that meant. They knew the words and could even repeat the words, but they really had no understanding of what the words actually meant! When a child is born into our family, we take time to teach that child almost from the beginning, what we expect. By the time the child is a year old-18months, when they start to reach for something, we can say, "no" and while they may not choose to "obey" at that moment, they will usually stop and look at you and they KNOW what you want....
This whole idea really floored my husband and I, as we would say to ourselves, well, they've lived with us for 4 years, so they surely know by now what we are expecting and wanting from them... BUT, we are fighting against all those early experiences from the first 4 to 6 years of their lives! Which when push comes to shove, those are the experiences that they draw from. A concrete example of this, is that my daughter, is completely fluent in English and actually prefers to speak English over Spanish now. Even playing in English, watching TV in English etc. Yet when she was in the NICU the night after her Open Heart Surgery, and barely conscious the language she was speaking to me was Spanish!
One of the big things we are working on these days in school with our Special Needs kids, is our emotions. What does it mean, what does the Bible say about them, what does that really mean in our day to day life. We are going to be spending a lot of time talking about our responses to situations and deciding was that a Christ-like response or Not a Christ-like response?
This morning we were working on anger. We used Psalm 37:8-9,
1. Control your anger.
The last activity for this project today, was to write out some things they were worrying about, that they wanted to turn over to God... to actively part that God would take these worries away. To every time these worries came to mind, they would be reminded that God loves them! That God has NEVER left them and that God will NEVER leave them! The response to this activity blew me and my husband away! Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine that my little guy was still, after 4 years, concerned about these things...
In 2003, we had the amazing blessing of adopting our first son. He was a beautiful baby of 14 months, and I was totally oblivious to the fact that just the facts of his first 14 months of life had left indelible scars that we would never be able to pretend, just didn't happen. We had read no books. Why would we? We had pretty successfully raised 3 daughters already, so felt pretty experienced in this whole "parenting" role. NEVER in my wildest dreams did I anticipate the scars that abandonment had left on his little heart and mind.
We worked hard, to understand...truth be told, God in his great mercy and grace, guided our steps even when we didn't know we needed guiding. Big example, we had no idea, about the importance of family bonding, and had made plans to return to the States for a year furlough a couple months after our adoption was finalized. BUT God knew all about it and that we as a family, needed this time. He needed time to really attach to us, and to recognize us as his Mommy and Daddy. So God gave us 6 months, together, here in a small apartment, in a new town in Ecuador, where we hardly knew anyone, so we had that time to just be together! I look back on that time, and wish I had been more content, in just trusting God to do everything right and in his perfect time, instead of being so frustrated with government red-tape, and all the "hold-ups" to get us to the States.
In 2010 God again, laid it upon our hearts to adopt two precious children. Not babies this time, but a sweet girl of 6 and a little boy of 5. We knew that they had "mild special needs"... we had met them, we were a little awed, overwhelmed, yet at the same time full of joyous anticipation at what God was doing in our lives and in our family. I was 49 and my husband was 48...not the normal time one thinks about adding to their family, (unless it's grand kids! ;) )
Fast forward 4 1/2 years. In lots of ways we have bonded beautifully into a wonderful family. Yet there are holes and gaps and frustrations at times beyond words. You know those moments when you realize that they are definitely a little bit more than "mildly affected" by their special needs. When you asked 3 times point blank about your daughters heart condition, and were told that everything is completely fine now, only to find out that she actually has a 15mm hole between the top 2 chambers of her heart! Then when you think it is all going to be fixed by a cath. procedure that will basically mean maybe 1 day or at the most 2 in the hospital, to be greeted with the news that she is going to have to undergo Open Heart Surgery. Yeah, that was a hard day. Or the day, just last week, when you are given the news that there's a good chance you only have a few more years where your little guy with CP will actually be able to learn new things, and then he will most likely plateau and then at some point his physical body being tired of all the extra work it has had to do, to just do the most basic things, like sitting up, walking etc. will start to decline and about the same time his brain too. Yeah, I have to say, that was a really hard day! Right up there on the same level as the kick in the stomach when we heard our little girl was going to have to have open heart surgery. I'm not saying all of this to blame anyone, or give the impression that we are giving up, and accepting the inevitable will happen. No! I am more determined now than ever, to do everything I can possibly do, to see that whatever God has in store for these 2 precious kids comes to pass. To be honest, I'm so thankful for the insight and guidance, that we have gotten. I feel like I was walking around in the dark for 4 years, trying to do the right thing, with no idea what that was! Thankfully God again in his great mercy and grace, guided our steps many times, to things, that others might say we just fell upon by accident. BUT, one thing I've learned, THERE ARE NO ACCIDENTS WITH GOD!
One of the things we had never realized was that both of our special needs kids while they had adapted beautifully in many ways, and had learned our family "rules" and were really pretty well behaved kids, they both were struggling some emotionally. Things that we would take for granted that they understood, they had NO idea what that meant. They knew the words and could even repeat the words, but they really had no understanding of what the words actually meant! When a child is born into our family, we take time to teach that child almost from the beginning, what we expect. By the time the child is a year old-18months, when they start to reach for something, we can say, "no" and while they may not choose to "obey" at that moment, they will usually stop and look at you and they KNOW what you want....
This whole idea really floored my husband and I, as we would say to ourselves, well, they've lived with us for 4 years, so they surely know by now what we are expecting and wanting from them... BUT, we are fighting against all those early experiences from the first 4 to 6 years of their lives! Which when push comes to shove, those are the experiences that they draw from. A concrete example of this, is that my daughter, is completely fluent in English and actually prefers to speak English over Spanish now. Even playing in English, watching TV in English etc. Yet when she was in the NICU the night after her Open Heart Surgery, and barely conscious the language she was speaking to me was Spanish!
One of the big things we are working on these days in school with our Special Needs kids, is our emotions. What does it mean, what does the Bible say about them, what does that really mean in our day to day life. We are going to be spending a lot of time talking about our responses to situations and deciding was that a Christ-like response or Not a Christ-like response?
This morning we were working on anger. We used Psalm 37:8-9,
Refrain from anger, and forsake wrath!
Fret not yourself; it tends only to evil.
9
For the evildoers shall be cut off,
but those who wait for the Lord shall inherit the land.
We took the verses apart, phrase by phrase. Talked about exactly what that meant... wrote out 5 things that the kids thought God was saying to them from these verses...
1. Control your anger.
2. Get rid of wrath or hatred.
3. Don't be upset, it only makes trouble.
4. There are bad consequences for sin/anger.
5. Those who trust God to take care of their problems will reap good.
The next thing that we did was talk about the fact that often we get angry, because things happen, that we don't like, but if we are trusting God and believe that He loves us and that he is always working things for our good, then we can let go of our anger. We have to learn to trust God to take care of our problems.
The last activity for this project today, was to write out some things they were worrying about, that they wanted to turn over to God... to actively part that God would take these worries away. To every time these worries came to mind, they would be reminded that God loves them! That God has NEVER left them and that God will NEVER leave them! The response to this activity blew me and my husband away! Never in my wildest dreams did I imagine that my little guy was still, after 4 years, concerned about these things...
Here is his list, word for word, as he told it to me:
1. That you and Daddy will stop loving me.
2. That you guys will take me back to the orphanage.
3. That I will not be able to grow up. (on questioning exactly what he meant, it came out that he is afraid, he won't be able to grow up and be like other people!)
Yeah, the results of abandonment, are long lasting. The fear of being rejected or abandoned again, is at times almost overwhelming. AND don't ever try to convince me that special needs kids don't realize they are different and don't have a longing deep down in their heart to just be "normal" like everyone else!
Quick update...
Just wanted to give you a quick update.
The Ladies class has collected enough stuff to put together the first 25 bags for our new Love in Action ministry, Bolsas de Bendición. They will be putting the bags together tomorrow afternoon, and then delivering them to the new moms at the Social Security Hospital later in the week. If there aren't many Moms there the day they go, we also have an open door at a Clinic just around the corner from our church, and we will be taking them there, too.
Please pray for the ladies that are working to get the bags put together, and then for each of the ladies that receive this gift. May the Lord go before us and prepare hearts and open doors for opportunities to witness to these new Moms and their families.
The Administrative Team for the new ministry, Bendecidos para Bendecir, met again last night. Everything is moving forward for our target date of Saturday morning, May 2. We have 20 clients signed up to receive boxes of food for this first date. Pray for all the final donations to come in. Pray for the Administrative Team, as they each find others to work with them in different areas. Pray for the Lord to prepare the hearts of these Clients as we near May 2. Pray that they would actually show up and that God would touch hearts. We don't just want to meet just their physical needs, (as the truth is we will never be able to fully do that) we want to introduce them to Jesus!
Thanks so much for your prayers for our ministry!
Blessings to each of you!
Joy
The Ladies class has collected enough stuff to put together the first 25 bags for our new Love in Action ministry, Bolsas de Bendición. They will be putting the bags together tomorrow afternoon, and then delivering them to the new moms at the Social Security Hospital later in the week. If there aren't many Moms there the day they go, we also have an open door at a Clinic just around the corner from our church, and we will be taking them there, too.
Please pray for the ladies that are working to get the bags put together, and then for each of the ladies that receive this gift. May the Lord go before us and prepare hearts and open doors for opportunities to witness to these new Moms and their families.
The Administrative Team for the new ministry, Bendecidos para Bendecir, met again last night. Everything is moving forward for our target date of Saturday morning, May 2. We have 20 clients signed up to receive boxes of food for this first date. Pray for all the final donations to come in. Pray for the Administrative Team, as they each find others to work with them in different areas. Pray for the Lord to prepare the hearts of these Clients as we near May 2. Pray that they would actually show up and that God would touch hearts. We don't just want to meet just their physical needs, (as the truth is we will never be able to fully do that) we want to introduce them to Jesus!
Thanks so much for your prayers for our ministry!
Blessings to each of you!
Joy
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